This memorial site was created in memory of our very much longed for, very very precious, very loved and very wanted & dreamt of baby daughter

Ellie-Mae Copley

 who passed away on November 11, 1996. 

 We will remember her,love her and miss her so deeply forever and ever.

 Ellie and her twin were much waited for and wanted babies. All I ever wanted to be was a mummy but that was all taken away from us Doctors told us that If they had not operated on me during the night they did then I would have lost my own life too. Due to the problems I experienced I had to have a hysterectomy when I was 28 so am not able to have anymore children ( Ellie-Mae & her twin are my only children)

.....this has left me broken hearted.Over 10 Years on I still miss Ellie like crazy and it still hurts so much

I just so so wanted to be a Mummy...it was my greatest ever dream xx

 Thankyou from the bottom of my heart for all those kind people who take the time in lighting candles for my princess. Your kindness touches my heart.

Lots of love to your and your precious angels

xxxxxxxx

xxEllie has very special angel friend ''Kayleigh Ercegs'' and her very very kind Nanny Irena made most of these lovely pictures for Ellies site.

Please pop by and light a candle for Kayleigh

xx

www.Kayleigh-erceg.memory-of.com 

  

   LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO MUCH

...and will do forever and ever
your always in my hearts & thoughts

 

When you were coming into my life, my heart was filled with joy,
I didnt know what you would be a little girl or boy.
I had so much love to give you, wanted to hold you in my arms,
Wanted to count all your toes and fingers and be dazzled by your charms.

  Then you came into this world, our happiness turned to sorrow,
But now I know, no matter what, Ill always have tomorrow.
Ill see you once again my darling baby daughter,
Then Ill get to do what I want most, simply to be your mother. 

Don’t let them say I wasn’t born
That something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave
I loved you from the start
Although my body you can’t hold
It doesn’t mean I’m gone
This world was worthy not of me
God chose that I move on
I know the pain that drowns your soul
What you are forced to face
You have my word I’ll fill you arms someday we will embrace
You’ll hear that it was meant to be
God doesn’t make mistakes
But that won’t soften your worst blow or make your heart not ache
I’m watching over all you do
I see how much you care
Believe me when I say to you that I am always there
There will come a time I promise you
When you will hold my hand
Stroke my face and kiss my lips & then you’ll understand
Although I never breathed your air or gazed into your eyes
That doesn’t mean I never was
An angel never dies

Very kindly sent to Mummy

By Debi King ...Thanks so much Debi xxx

Blowing you millions of sparkly kisses

......catch them precious princess

xxxxxxx

I've tried so hard to find the words,
To say how much I miss you, 
The more I try, the more I cry,
Oh Ellie, how much I miss you.
 

My precious angels...my stars so bright
I think of you both every single day & night

I still am a mummy, I was from the start,
What makes me a mummy is the feeling in my heart.
A special bond took place from the moment that I knew,
Inside of my body my special twins grew.

Twin one didn't make it far, an angel in heaven above,
Ellie became an angel too, we send them both our love.
My heart skips a beat everytime I say her name,
Our twins meant the world to us, life will never be the same.

Our twins will never be forgotten, We miss them everyday,
We often ask ourselves why it had to be this way.
Twin 2 - were you a daughter or were you a son?
I think of the lovely things & what we could have done.

We would give all we have to have you back for a while,
To love, to play, to cherish...to share a georgous smile.
To share precious moments and see the sparkle in your eyes,
Please forgive me my babies when mummy cries & cries.


If I could fly to heaven & back
and all my dreams came true
I'd spread my wings and up I'd be
To bring you back to be with me

Poem written for Mummy by Debbie Jubb

My precious darling angel..I called you ellie-mae,
My darling little baby who wasn't meant to stay.
My angel ellie-mae I wanted you so much,

 to cuddle kiss and feel your soft and tender touch
Your little tiny fingers..your little tiny toes,
How much I always miss you no one ever knows.

No one can feel the sorrow, no one can understand
How hard it is for me without your tiny hand

My precious baby ellie-mae
My angel up above
You will always be the perfect angel

 I lost but will always love

to my darling ellie-mae forever
loved with all my heart

Thanks Debbie xxx

 No one sees the sadness that lies behind the smile
Or feels the constant emptiness thats with us all the while
For our precious twins we love and miss everyday
For a daughter who couldn't be with us
For a daugther god led away.

They say god only takes the best
We know that much is true
He knew he'd found an angel..the day that he chose you

We take this day as a chance to show how much we care
And to tell you that..when heaven calls
We know you will be there